Yesterday, T made me eat my cum three different times throughout the day. I’ve been made to do this before, but it doesn’t get any easier. What surprised me is that something has been stuck in my head since then.
I mentioned a while back that I had a mild curiosity about being made to eat other men’s cum from T’s soles or pussy, or even snowballing it. This has been sort of a back-burner curiosity, not something I’ve been actively pursuing. But after eating cum three times yesterday, I’m having second thoughts. I’d forgotten just how nasty cum is to eat.
A small part of me hopes that she’ll just move on from the idea and not go through with it. But realistically, I know that isn’t likely to happen. She’s been occasionally reminding me that she wants to do this, and she’ll sometimes drop hints that it’ll be worse than I’m expecting. She’s stopping just short of taunting me about it. A few times, she’s intimated that she intends to have multiple guys’ loads involved at some point. I had trouble with three yesterday, so I don’t know how I’d handle something like that. The reality of this idea is really hitting home, and I think I’m starting to panic a little.
This is turning into much more of a d/s situation than I expected. It’s going to take a lot of effort on my part to make this work if she decides to do it.