My head is a confusing place. I’ve been trying to figure out a contradiction in my head for a while now involving two types of play.
Foot worship is one of my absolute favorite forms of play. I could do it every day and not tire of it. And it gets me ten times hotter when she’s been wearing boots for a long time or working all day. The longer the better. It triggers that “yes/no” reaction where it really turns me on yet I want it to stop. Incredibly sexy. So sweat, yes; dirt, no. Foot worship after walking around barefoot has always been very off-putting to me, and it strikes me as completely unerotic.
At the same time, I’ve been having fantasies lately of being out somewhere and T spitting on the pavement or floor, stepping in it, and grinding her shoe/boot into the spit…… then making me kneel and lick all the spit off the sole of her shoe. (This would probably be more successful in a parking lot or somewhere where there aren’t likely to be a lot of random passerby.) This is just as nasty and dirty as the dirty-foot thing, so I can’t understand why I find this scenario so hot while at the same time being turned off by dirty foot worship. How can one get me hot while I find the other sort of anti-sexy?